http://motabika.livejournal.com/ Welcome to the cruel world - LiveJournal.com Wed, 31 May 2006 05:56:14 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com motabika 10113926 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/45147775/10113926 http://motabika.livejournal.com/ 100 73 http://motabika.livejournal.com/2249.html Wed, 31 May 2006 05:56:14 GMT http://motabika.livejournal.com/2249.html It all started yesterday, I went to work as usual and was happily working away until smo0ko. I got my payslip thinking I would be payed enough to cover the basics, big mistake. Got my payslip and my net pay for the fortnight is -98 dollars, Liz is only being payed 250 and her bank account is 500 down. So Iwas already depressed, but wait it gets better. Finished work at about 2:15 and headed home, got to the lights on Ipswich road near the matilda service station and this guy in in a car decides to drive right across my path and BANG, car totalled. My car is not running. No way to get to work. But one thing remains rock solid my love for Liz and her love for me. http://motabika.livejournal.com/2249.html Funeral For a Friend Funeral For a Friend depressed public 3 http://motabika.livejournal.com/1859.html Tue, 16 May 2006 09:44:43 GMT http://motabika.livejournal.com/1859.html Back to work after about 1 month off sick and with holidays, thought my boss would be glad to have me back but apparently not. I am still sick and from now until christmas I cant have any days off or I will be sacked. I have worked my arse off there for over two years now and I have been used there right from the start and this is how they repay me. To make things worse my wonderful Fiancee is very ill at the moment so it means if she really needs me I cant be there. Timje for a new job. http://motabika.livejournal.com/1859.html Bright eyes I will never be happy again Bright eyes I will never be happy again pissed off public 0 http://motabika.livejournal.com/1782.html Thu, 11 May 2006 10:32:01 GMT http://motabika.livejournal.com/1782.html Just came back from five days holiday with Liz to Ballina and Byron Bay. It was great and now thinking about moving down there. Whilst ther i proposed properly to Liz on top of Cape Byron, she said yes. It all feels so real now and its great. Had two new additions to our family today, a budgie named Byron and a saimese fighting fish called Bruce Lee. http://motabika.livejournal.com/1782.html Paul Kelly_ Before to Long Paul Kelly_ Before to Long chipper public 0 http://motabika.livejournal.com/1297.html Tue, 02 May 2006 07:00:21 GMT http://motabika.livejournal.com/1297.html Started work at Five this morning. Fuck I hate it, I really need a new job. I had a interview at Jimmy Possum today as a Logistics manager, I really want the job. Its so much closer to home and its more reasonable hours. Got another job interview tom as a landscaper http://motabika.livejournal.com/1297.html Hatebreed Hatebreed anxious public 1 http://motabika.livejournal.com/782.html Sat, 29 Apr 2006 11:28:30 GMT http://motabika.livejournal.com/782.html Both me an Liz are struggling financially at the moment and we had a garage sale today and only had one sale of $7:00. We really needed to sell a lot today and we didn't. To top this off my girls bitch of a friend had a serious go at her and fully went psycho, we drove half away across town because she threatened to kill herself only to find her not home. Liz told her how sick she is and that she could die from it she said oh well. What a bitch. All I can say is fuck her! What a day http://motabika.livejournal.com/782.html angry public 3 http://motabika.livejournal.com/727.html Fri, 28 Apr 2006 10:24:49 GMT http://motabika.livejournal.com/727.html So finally went back to work today, all be it just for 20 minutes but atleast I went. My boss just wanted to see how I was doing and ask whether he could do anything to help. Came home slept until 12 and then had an ultrasound to see why I was feeling sick in the stomach all the time, nothing showed up. All I want is to to know whats wrong with me. And to top that the Hilltop hoods show is on tom and I missed out on tix. On the positive side my wonderful; fiancee always finds a way to cheer me up http://motabika.livejournal.com/727.html Metal Mulisha Radio Metal Mulisha Radio lethargic public 0 http://motabika.livejournal.com/304.html Thu, 27 Apr 2006 11:17:04 GMT http://motabika.livejournal.com/304.html This is my first post on live journal as I have only just created my page. Life is a bit up and down at the moment, on the positive side a have just recently became engaged to the most wonderful and beautiful girl in the world Liz, I moved in with her three weeks ago and I love having her with me all the time. On the negative side both me and her are currently unwell and are unsure if we will lose our jobs or not, we are both struggling emotionally and financially and its tearing me up inside. If I didnt have Liz I probably would of lost it by now. Anyway life can through up a few challenges and you can only deal with them the best you can I suppose http://motabika.livejournal.com/304.html The smiths, Please let me get what i want for a change The smiths, Please let me get what i want for a change distressed public 2